As Sisters in Zion / We'll Bring the World His Truth

So I  went to the yw broadcast and this was the song that kept popping into my head. I have been taught and understand that I must do as the lord commands. I need to be like the army of helaman and bring the world his truth. The church is true. Christ lives and loves us

Mae - Just Let Go

So the thing is that Kaden showed me this song because its Kaden and Brookes song:) and I decided it could quite possibly be my favorite song in the whole wide world! :)

Girl Time

I love my  whale shoes--I love my eight inch heels! I love that everyone in the entire University mall thinks that my friends are strait up G's who sluff....basically I love anything and everything about my lil shopping trip with Alesha, Allie, Chelea, Kaylie, Maddie, Megan, Natalie oh and Ryan Nieznanski cuz she shows up randomly sometimes...its kind of like wheres waldo;) (  And yes I did alphabatize the names! deal with it kays:)So I was having a major crisis in my life! I had only 5 days left before possibly the biggest event of my ninth grade year...and I did not have the proper attire! Just before I died of frastration at that little fact, I called up my girlies and told them that it was simply an sos and  dont even worry! With nine teenage girls, you dont get bored and you dont go unbeautified:) they came to my rescue like this.
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                                                                                      Yes, yes we were on camera thank you very much

                                                                                                                      WHALE SHOES!!!!!

                                                                                                        Maddie Hyde, I love you! the end!

                                                                                     Charlie, Alesha I love you both to death!

                                                                              Stylin' it up!!:)

    

 Its Chelea......need I say more? haha love you girlie:)

                                                             Yes, we did j-walk for the price of beauty and yes creeper wheelchair man did follow us the whole time!!!

                                            Glassas!!!

                                                                               platos closet aka heaven in a store!

I love you guys! Legitly I do! Because even though Im going through a wanna-be tom boy phase at the moment, I still need the kind of therapy mony cant buy which is time with just my girl friends to do everything and nothing and be a spaz and have nobody care! ( also thanks Jake for putting up with us:)

TEACH ME HOW TO JIMMER

So remember how I used to be anti-jimmer? yeah...its kind of hard to be anti anyone when they make 52 fliipping points in one game! Will somebody just teach me how to Jimmer? Thats all I want in life!

My My!

So Im breaking a major rule rite now! See, we will be going to see MAMA MIA! At Capital theatre, and so we promised not to watch for a few months so that we can be surprised when we see it in real life! Like Im really gonna follow that rule! for those of you havn't watched mama mia! You just need to know that your life is incomplete! rite now, its about 2 in the afternoon I am still in my pj's...and its kind of disgusting! But the thing is, I dont care at all! If Phineas and Pherb can have a do nothing day then kylie can too! So I will stay in my little basement dancing to Super Trooper like a fool and hope nobody is watching! ( my mom and two aunts told me that they will be singing that at my wedding and for some reason I completely believe them:)  I will just stay here  impatiantly anticipating summer time and many many do nothing days, as well an incredible adventure with my Lehi buddies before I leave and start my new adventure! If I randomly break out into song soon, dont worry about it!

just smile

So this last little while I havn't exactly been myself.....I think I just woke up one day and decided I hated life....not because I didn't have the greatest siblings ever....not because my friends became less amazing...not even because I hadn't watched enough Disney movies...just because I wanted to be sad, I wanted to shut down and not work to find joy in my life...I wanted to give in to all the negetive thoughts and feelings and I didn't want to beleve that any of the struggles I was facing would ever come to an end. I did that, not because I liked the way I was feeling, but simply because it was to hard to change it. My life seems to be throwing curve balls at me from every direction. I dont know what will last and what Im going to have to lose soon, I cant even begin to predict what my worlds going to be like in 6 months...it seems that when your name is Kylie Pat Smith, things dont work out like you think they will....ever! And you have to let go and say goodbye more then you want to. I think that was my biggest struggle, I can't control anything..I have no idea if any of my friendships or relationships are going to last and I can't even tell you what high school Ill be at soon...no stability rite? thats what I thought but I couldn't have been more wrong! because the scriptures say, " I the lord God am the same, yesterday, today and forever" the one thing in life that will never change or let you down is the savior, no matter what you do he loves you the same--even if I am imperfect he loves me perfectly--even if I am incomplete he loves me completely, and even if i have to go through trials, he wont forget me! He is still there...so Im just going to have faith and TRUST HIM. He's got this! And even if I have to fake it til I make it Im going to keep smiling and finding the little things that make my life worth living to the fullest!